#John was abusive #Dean’s face says it all

Remember what Sam told Amy about his father? “You don’t want to see him when he’s drinking.”

One sentence tells a lot. 

I will be the first to say John Winchester is not the root of all evil. Impossible situations and all that jazz. However.

What kind of father puts the look that Dean has in the last gif on their child’s face? It’s like Dean’s trying to keep it together while remembering a beating that should have had him laid up in a hospital. Verbal, physical, whatever. There’s a horror in there that haunts him worse than Hell and John Winchester is the cause.